how to i start of my story. okay here we go, when someone cannot sleep there are many reason that we can take. for such example we really in hurt or really in good mood. In my situation,.. i am dont know.. i am really fuck myself. Today iam just wake up every morning like other. But today i am just wake up at 10.00 am because i dont have any class for today. i try studying but it just work out. i try for claim myself, it just dont make any sense.my lover just make me piss me out. like problem never be solve. try to get in her but still not work out. i dont know.just.. dont know. Why?? i am still contact with her like everyday but just keep told me; i dont want to disturb your time. Look this, even i really busy, i must told you rite?
ahh, forget about her, i am really upset, happy and such being alone. many think make my brain spin like 1000 rpm spindle.Firstly i think. how can i get really life after 5 years or 10 years from now? Secondly,can i get a real job?. Real life, it really means to anyone right? even also the job?. Allah please save me and make a smooth path for me and my family.
